Messing Up...

Yesterday was a good day for me. I went to go see Arrival with my family yesterday. I had already seen it but I just wanted them to experience it. The second time you watch it hits you even harder. It does for me. I'm an emotional person when it comes to watching movies. The emotions come out of me. I'll have my own place where I watch my movies in my home someday. Headphones and a chair that vibrates with the audio. Just to immerse myself into the world that I see on the screen...

The song that was played in the movie is called "On The Nature Of Daylight" by Max Richter. The first time I watched the movie I remember hearing it but I did not remember from where. When I was looking it up today I learned it's from another movie that I had seen years ago called "Disconnect". 

That movie crushed me so much. The song is beautiful and has me thinking about everything that has happened in my life and everything that is happening and the scary thought of what will happen in my life. It all just keeps going.

If I knew what would be happening in my life would I keep going? I do not know. Maybe I would fight the things that make me fear or maybe I would accept them and continue on knowing that there is always a balance at the end of it all. 

There is an ending to my story. 

I don't know when it'll come.

I don't want to think about it.

Not my time to end.

I will keep moving
I will create a story
We are all rain drops
— Frankie